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  • The Experiment – Chapter 6

    The Experiment – Chapter 6

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    Thursday: Market Day

    Lakshmi woke before the alarm, not because she had to, but because she couldn’t stay asleep.

    The room was dim and cool. Parvathi lay on her side, breathing evenly, one hand tucked under her cheek. Lakshmi watched her for a moment longer than necessary, then slipped out of bed.

    In the bedroom, the saree Parvathi had chosen waited neatly folded on the bed, the muted gold blouse placed beside it.

    Lakshmi unfolded the cotton slowly.

    The saree is a warm marigold–orange drape with a soft, matte finish, likely a lightweight cotton–silk or art silk blend. Subtle self-woven floral motifs are scattered across the body, adding texture without breaking the solid tone. The border is narrow and refined, edged in a muted gold that gives just enough contrast.

    She showered quickly, keeping everything efficient. No lingering, no second-guessing. She towel-dried her hair until it lay damp against her back, then rubbed a little oil into the ends—just enough to keep it from frizzing in the heat.

    The blouse went on first. It wasn’t plain the way her everyday ones were—this one had a red body with a neat gold border at the sleeves, the kind of detail Parvathi noticed. The fabric held her shoulders in a clean line.

    Jewelry came next, as if the small decisions could be finished early.

    She chose bangles that answered the blouse: gold on the outside, red on the inside, so the color flashed only when her wrist turned. Not loud. Coordinated. Deliberate.

    She slid on a thin chain, then thought better and left it off. She didn’t want anything catching at her neck in a crowd.

    Only then did she begin the drape.

    She smoothed the underskirt waistband once, then started the pleats—counted by feel, pressed flat with her palm, pinned so they wouldn’t shift when she walked.

    Pallu, checked. Border, aligned.

    She moved once around the room, testing how it held when she reached for something, when she turned, when she bent slightly at the waist. She raised her arm like she was reaching for a top shelf, then lowered it slowly. The pallu stayed anchored. The pleats didn’t fan out.

    She tugged the blouse hem down a fraction and rolled her shoulders back. The bangles clicked softly—controlled sound.

    Good.

    In the kitchen she made coffee first, then breakfast—khara bath, quick and filling. She packed Parvathi’s lunch while the pan heated, hands busy so her mind wouldn’t be.

    When Parvathi finally woke, she came in with sleep still on her face and stopped at the doorway.

    Her gaze went to the saree. The one she had picked.

    “You wore it,” she said softly.

    Lakshmi kept her expression light. “Of course.”

    Parvathi walked up and adjusted the pallu near Lakshmi’s shoulder with a small, familiar touch, as if she could tighten courage the way she tightened fabric.

    “Text me when you reach,” she said.

    “I will,” Lakshmi promised.

    Parvathi hesitated, then leaned in and kissed Lakshmi’s forehead—quick, almost shy. “Be careful, okay?”

    Lakshmi nodded. “I’ll be fine.”

    Parvathi left for office with her lunchbox and her worry, leaving the house behind like a held breath.

    Lakshmi stayed at the counter after Parvathi left. She rinsed the last coffee tumbler, set it on the rack, wiped the stove once, then opened her phone.

    Parvathi’s calendar was shared, but until this week Lakshmi had never touched it.

    The late-afternoon meeting was already blocked. The morning had a couple of small slots.

    One was a 1:1.

    Lakshmi tapped it and typed a short message.

    Sorry—need to step out. Can we do this tomorrow? Friday 11 or 3 works.

    The reply came back quickly.

    Sure. 11.

    Lakshmi moved the invite, then blocked the first half of the day.

    OOO — 9:30 to 1:30.

    She put the phone down and took out a pen.

    Parvathi had been specific at breakfast.

    “Chikki,” Parvathi had said. “That groundnut one. I’m craving it.”

    “And aluminium foil. We’re out.”

    Then, after a pause: “That fruit basket, remember? The steel one I saw last time. If it’s there, get it.”

    Lakshmi wrote each item down, then added the vegetables she kept stocked.

    Rice. Onions. Green chillies. Curry leaves. Coriander. Brinjal. Tomatoes.

    At the bottom she wrote shampoo—green label.

    Not for the market.

    She underlined it once, for later.

    Then she wrote another line for herself.

    Something for Parvathi.

    An earring, maybe.

    She opened the lunch tiffin again and slipped a small steel box inside it—two pieces of kaju katli from Meena’s housewarming sweets, stacked with wax paper so they wouldn’t crumble.

    Only then did she call Sheela.

    Sheela picked up on the second ring. “Ready?”

    Lakshmi kept her voice light. “We leaving now?”

    “In fifteen I thought,” Sheela said, then clicked her tongue. “But Meena called. She just woke up. Wants one hour.”

    Lakshmi held the phone a little tighter.

    Meena called Sheela, not her.

    She watched that thought form and refused to feed it.

    “Okay,” she said. “No problem. One hour.”

    “You’re fine?” Sheela asked.

    “I’m fine,” Lakshmi said. “I’m ready.”

    She hung up.

    An hour wasn’t nothing.

    Lakshmi went back to the bedroom and opened the small makeup pouch. She kept it simple, but she did it properly—powder where the skin would shine, a clean line at the eyes, lipstick blotted down until it looked like it belonged to her.

    She used the eyelash curler last, careful hands, one squeeze and done.

    She didn’t want to give anyone in a crowded market a reason to look twice.

    When she stepped back from the mirror, the saree still read demure—marigold–orange, refined border.

    Her face did not.

    By the time the lift bell rang, she was at the door with her bag and the paper list folded into her wallet.

    Sheela stood there in a saree that looked chosen, not thrown on—teal cotton with a small gold border, hair oiled and braided, a bindi placed perfectly in the center.

    “Nice,” Lakshmi said automatically.

    Sheela grinned. “You too. That looks elegant.”

    Lakshmi shrugged, but she felt the compliment land.

    Meena stepped out of her flat a second later, still adjusting her dupatta. She was in a mustard kurta with a maroon dupatta that matched nothing else and still worked.

    “Sorry,” Meena said, not sounding very sorry.

    Sheela waved it off. “Come, come.”

    Meena looked at Lakshmi properly, head tilted. “I have never seen you in a kurta,” she said. “Do you always wear sarees?”

    Lakshmi smiled. “No. Just this week.”

    “Why?” Meena asked.

    Lakshmi didn’t look at Sheela. “We ladies thought it would be fun. Saree week.”

    It wasn’t the full truth, but it wasn’t a lie either.

    They got into the lift together. When the doors opened downstairs, Sheela’s car was already waiting at the curb.

    Lakshmi opened the front passenger door without thinking. The seatbelt, the clutch of fabric at her knees—front seat was easier in a saree.

    Meena stopped behind her. “Hey,” she said, mock angry. “Why am I being sent to the back?”

    Lakshmi glanced at her. “Saree needs space.”

    Meena scoffed and climbed into the back. “I haven’t seen the city at all, okay?”

    Lakshmi laughed once. “Fine. On the way back you sit in front.”

    Meena pointed at her from the back seat like she was taking an oath. “Promise.”

    Sheela started the car and pulled out.

    The drive was uneventful in the way weekday Bangalore drives were uneventful—slow, noisy, full of small merges and last-second lane changes.

    Traffic thickened as they hit the main road. Two-wheelers slid past on both sides. A BMTC bus took up half the lane and didn’t apologize.

    Meena leaned forward between the seats, one hand hooked around the headrest. “Okay. I have a question,” she said. “Do either of you know a good gynaecologist?”

    Sheela’s eyes flicked to the mirror. “Why? What happened?”

    “Nothing happened,” Meena said quickly. “I went last month and the doctor kept asking me to have babies. Like that’s the solution to everything.” She made a face. “As if I’m coming there for life advice.”

    Lakshmi kept her gaze on the road ahead. She didn’t turn. She let the silence hold for half a second, long enough for Sheela to step into it.

    Sheela did, without missing a beat. “Yeah, all doctors are like that,” she said. “If you’re not married, they make you feel bad for being sexually active. If you’re married, they make you feel bad for not having kids. It’s like a free add-on with the consultation.”

    Meena made an angry little sound. “Exactly.”

    “And they say it so casually,” Sheela added, indicating right and cutting into a gap that barely existed. “Like ‘eat fruits’ level advice.”

    Lakshmi adjusted the edge of her pallu at her shoulder. “Parvathi mentioned something,” she said. “There’s a site—women review gynaecs. Other women saying which doctors actually listen.”

    Meena’s head lifted. “Really?”

    Lakshmi nodded once. “I don’t remember the name. But she’ll know. I can ask her.”

    “Please do,” Meena said, the tension in her voice easing a notch. “I just want one appointment where the solution isn’t ‘have babies’.”

    Sheela gave a dry laugh. “Ambitious.”

    Traffic inched. A two-wheeler slipped past too close and Sheela muttered under her breath.

    Meena tried again, lighter. “Also—when will Parvathi be free? I haven’t met her yet.”

    Lakshmi’s mouth curved, small. “This weekend,” she said. “She should be free.”

    “Good,” Meena said. “Because I have questions.”

    Sheela glanced at her in the mirror. “God help Parvathi.”

    Meena ignored her and looked straight at Lakshmi. “Okay, tell me. How does it feel married to a woman? Must be nice.”

    Lakshmi breathed out slowly, as if measuring the answer. “It is nice,” she said.

    Meena waited.

    Lakshmi kept her tone casual. “It’s… different. Men notice when something is dirty. They notice mess. But it’s harder for them to notice when everything is clean and nice.”

    Sheela gave a short, approving laugh. “True.”

    “With Parvathi,” Lakshmi continued, “she notices. Small things. If something is done, she says it.”

    Meena’s expression softened. “That’s it. That’s the dream.”

    “Men think the house runs on magic,” Sheela said. “Or on women. Same thing.”

    Lakshmi looked out at the jumble of traffic and storefronts sliding past. “It’s easy to see what’s missing,” she said. “Harder to see what’s already there.”

    Meena nodded like she could be seen. “Okay. I’m stealing that line.”

    Sheela glanced in the mirror at Meena. “This is why I said we should leave early.”

    Meena smiled, eyes half closed like she was accepting a penalty. “This is why I took back seat. Punishment. Sorry.”

    Lakshmi listened, watching the road without staring. She kept the pallu anchored with her left hand when the car jerked forward, a habit that had formed in three days.

    They parked on a side street a little away from the market entrance.

    Sheela killed the engine and looked at both of them. “Phone. Wallet. List.”

    Lakshmi tapped her bag once. “All there.”

    Meena adjusted her dupatta again, checking her reflection in the window.

    They stepped out and crossed with the crowd toward the market on the other side of the street—three women moving like they had done this before.

    The market didn’t wait for them to arrive.

    Sound hit first—vendors calling over each other, a radio playing something old and tinny, metal shutters half down on the side lanes. Then the smell: coriander crushed underfoot, wet earth from the flower piles, the sour-sweet edge of cut fruit.

    Lakshmi adjusted her bag strap higher on her shoulder and followed Sheela into the mouth of the lane.

    Sheela didn’t hesitate. She went straight to the flower lady as if she had an appointment.

    The woman sat behind a low wooden table crowded with jasmine, marigold, pale pink roses. Her hands moved fast, twisting string around stems without looking down.

    “Akka,” Sheela said, leaning in. “Malli poo. And give two rose, little marigold also. For pooja.”

    The woman nodded, already reaching.

    Sheela watched the hands work, then added, almost like an afterthought, “And jasmine also. Good one. Three bundles.”

    The flower lady made the bundles, tied them off, and slid them toward Sheela along with the extra flowers.

    Sheela paid, then tucked the pooja flowers into her bag first—careful, protective.

    Only after that did she turn to Lakshmi.

    “Turn around,” Sheela said.

    Lakshmi blinked. “What?”

    “Just—turn. I got this for you.”

    Lakshmi’s reflex was old and immediate. “No, no, it’s okay,” she said, already stepping back half a foot.

    The protest came out too quickly.

    And under it, something else—an anxious tenderness, a fear of doing it wrong. If she resisted too much, Sheela might shrug and let it go. She might decide Lakshmi didn’t want it.

    Lakshmi did want it.

    Sheela’s look pinned her more effectively than any hairpin.

    “For me,” Sheela said, softer. “Please.”

    Lakshmi hesitated just long enough to make the refusal look real, then nodded. “Okay,” she said, quiet. “If you want.”

    She turned.

    Sheela lifted the jasmine and began to pin it into Lakshmi’s braid with quick, practiced fingers, her touch light but certain. Petals brushed Lakshmi’s neck, cool and slightly damp.

    Lakshmi held still.

    The smell rose as the flowers settled—clean, sweet, insistent. Something in her chest loosened, like a knot she hadn’t admitted was there.

    She had watched women do this for each other since she was a child. She had never been the one receiving it.

    Sheela stepped back, satisfied. “See,” she said. “Now you look complete.”

    Lakshmi’s mouth opened and closed once. “It’s… nice,” she managed, casual tone doing its best.

    Meena had been watching with a grin that was almost teasing.

    When Sheela held out the last jasmine bundle to her, Meena put both hands up.

    “No, no,” she said. “See, both of you are in sarees and all it matches. For me why? I am like—random only.”

    Sheela didn’t even pause. “No excuse. We three are one matching set.”

    Meena made a face as if she was being forced into something terrible, then turned around anyway. “Okay, okay. But if I look stupid, I’m blaming you.”

    Sheela pinned the flowers into Meena’s hair more loosely, so it sat like a bright afterthought.

    Meena touched it immediately, checking. “Thank you,” she said, pleased despite herself.

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  • Vedhika – Chapter 3

    Vedhika – Chapter 3

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    The Lie That Felt True

    That night, her dreams were chaotic and vivid. Flashes of whiteboards, quiet conversations, smiles exchanged over shared insights. Then hands brushing accidentally. Then… more.

    She woke up flushed and confused.

    She had never thought of herself as someone attracted to men. Not really. But something about Varun’s intelligence, his calmness, his presence—it disarmed her. Got under her skin.

    “It was just a dream,” she whispered. “Just a… weird, vivid dream.”

    She opened her wardrobe. There was one more saree. They did not plan to have more clothes, because they thought it was just a one time thing. This saree was kept just in case. An elegant cotton silk drape in cool mint and silver. Classy. Reserved. Office-appropriate.

    She took her time getting ready. Light makeup. Hair brushed into soft waves. She felt grounded. Balanced. Herself.

    The office buzzed with energy when she arrived.

    This time, people weren’t shocked—they were stunned. She looked different, softer, more composed. Not the Halloween party girl, but an elegant woman at work.

    Everyone was surprised.

    Except the girls from yesterday —and Hemant—who just smiled knowingly.

    Varun was already in the meeting room. When she entered, he stood to greet her, then paused.

    “You look… that saree is amazing on you” he said.

    Vedhika’s heart flipped in her chest. “Thank you.”

    They spent the next several hours addressing every lingering concern, every technical snag. The air was focused, collaborative, but warm.

    As the day wrapped up and everyone else stepped, Varun approached her.

    “Just need your official email ID to loop you in on final approval.”

    She hesitated. “It’s… ved@qualtek.in.”

    He repeated “Ved?”

    And she broke.

    She turned slightly, away from the others, and lowered her voice.

    “I didn’t lie to you. I just didn’t tell you everything.”

    He was quiet, listening.

    “I’m a man. Or… I was. I’m still figuring it out. Or maybe it is just a costume, I don’t know. I can’t start a relationship with a lie, even professional ones, but I didn’t know what was the truth to tell you.”

    For a long moment, Varun said nothing.

    Then he smiled.

    “You were never pretending. You’ve been more real than most people I meet. And as far as I’m concerned, you’re already a woman.”

    Vedhika felt her throat tighten. She nodded, unable to speak.

    “Thank you,” she stammered.

    He smiled again. “I hope I see you again, Vedhika.”

    Back at the cubicle, Archana was waiting.

    She took one look at Vedhika’s face and knew something had happened. But she didn’t ask. She just hugged her tightly.

    “You’ll be there this weekend, right?” she asked softly. “For my wedding. I want you there. Not Ved. Just Vedhika. If that’s okay.”

    Tears welled in Vedhika’s eyes.

    She nodded into her friend’s shoulder.

    “I’ll be there,” she said. “As your bestie.

    The night felt too quiet for how loud her heart was.

    Vedhika lay in bed, the cool sheets brushing against her freshly lasered skin, her eyes fixed on the ceiling fan tracing circles. Varun’s words wouldn’t leave her.

    “You’re already a woman.”

    It had been said kindly. Simply. But it hit her like poetry.

    She turned, grabbed her phone, and started searching.

    Varun A. – Architect, Bengaluru.

    LinkedIn. Awards. Whitepapers. Panels.

    Instagram. Less formal. A few selfies. Mostly family. And there—him with a child.

    A boy. Four or five, maybe. Perched on Varun’s shoulders, grinning, holding onto his dad’s hair like handlebars.

    Vedhika smiled without meaning to.

    For a fleeting moment, she wished it had been a girl. Just to imagine matching bangles, pretty dresses, bedtime stories about queens and goddesses. A child she could raise into everything she herself had once buried.

    But then, she stared longer.

    That boy’s laugh. That joy. That connection.

    And something inside her softened.

    “A son wouldn’t be less. Not even close.”

    She saw herself holding him. Feeding him. Holding his tiny hand while crossing the road. She saw Varun reaching for her hand across a dinner table, their child giggling between them.

    Just two days ago, none of this had existed in her head.

    Now… she couldn’t stop imagining it.

    It wasn’t just femininity she was reaching for anymore.

    It was family.

    It was love.

    It was home.

    But in her dream, she was sitting beside Varun on a park bench in one of the gardens of Bengaluru, sun glowing softly behind them. A thin breeze curled around her bare shoulders; she was wearing a dress, or something dream-spun.

    Varun sat close—too close.

    They weren’t talking anymore. Just sitting in silence, watching the lights below flicker.

    Then he reached out and tucked a loose strand of her hair behind her ear. His fingers lingered at her jaw, grazing gently down her neck.

    She didn’t pull away.

    He leaned closer. She could smell him—mild cologne, clean cotton, something like musk and spice.

    “I hope you know,” he murmured, “you don’t have to explain yourself to anyone.”

    His words reached her before his lips did. The kiss was soft, slow—like he wasn’t sure if she’d vanish if he moved too fast.

    She kissed him back, trembling slightly, unsure of what her body wanted but knowing exactly what her heart did. And then sat in his lap with the comfort that he is there.

    Later, she was in his arms, head against his chest, his fingers tracing slow circles on her bare back. Her body felt warm, alive, loved.

    Then a child’s laugh echoed in the distance—their son.

    She turned, and in the dream, she was in a saree again, holding a second child in her arms—a baby girl with wide eyes and gold bangles.

    Her heart ached at the beauty of it.

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  • Vedhika – Chapter 2

    Vedhika – Chapter 2

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    Halloween in Bengaluru

    Vedhika tossed in her sleep, tangled in bedsheets that smelled faintly of jasmine hair mist and talcum powder. Her dream had been vivid—too vivid. She was walking through the office cafeteria in a floral dress, laughing, adjusting a dupatta that didn’t exist. Heads turned. People smiled.

    No one knew.

    When she woke, her chest felt heavy—not with anxiety, but literally.

    Her eyes flew open, heart thumping.

    “What the—oh…”

    It came back in waves. The breast forms were still attached, bonded to her chest with adhesive they said would hold all day. She had been too exhausted after rehearsals to remove anything below either, collapsing into bed fully padded—bra, hips, and other bottom prosthetics they’d carefully helped her try on last night.

    She sat up slowly, feeling the strange weight and pressure of her altered body. For a moment, panic buzzed under her skin.

    “This is too much. It’s too real.”

    She stood, peeled off the lower padding with care, and stepped into the bathroom. As the hot water ran, she looked at herself in the mirror.

    Even without the saree, without makeup—her bare, smooth skin and curved silhouette stared back. The pierced ears. The arched brows. The soft waves of her hair.

    She wasn’t pretending anymore. Not really.

    After her bath, she powdered herself liberally—everywhere the prosthetics met skin. The bra clicked shut over the soft silicone forms with ease now. She adjusted the straps and turned, catching her profile in the mirror.

    She’d memorized this routine over weeks. But today, it wasn’t practice.

    It was performance.

    She sat at the vanity Shilpa had set up for her in the corner of the room and applied her makeup slowly, carefully—just the way they’d taught her. Light foundation, blush, subtle contour to soften her chin. Eyeliner in thin, upward strokes. A generous coat of mascara to lift her lashes. Her lips, painted in a soft rose shade, tied the look together.

    Then came the saree.

    The same baby pink saree, dotted with soft floral appliqués, draped with elegance across the deep navy blue blouse. She had worn this exact outfit the night before, but this morning… it felt different.

    More natural.

    She stood before the full-length mirror. The earrings swayed gently. The bangles caught the morning light. The saree shimmered around her waist like it belonged there.

    The ride to the office passed in a blur. Her heart thumped faster with every kilometer closer to the gate. She walked with deliberate poise from the parking lot, each step feeling both terrifying and thrilling. She clutched her handbag tightly—Archana’s old one—like it was a shield.

    When she reached the security desk, the guard glanced at her and then at the ID card.

    Frowned.

    “Ma’am… this isn’t yours.”

    Vedhika’s heart stopped.

    She smiled lightly, cleared her throat, and in a lower, carefully practiced masculine tone said, “It’s just for today—Halloween costume event. They’re expecting me.”

    The guard blinked, then laughed awkwardly. “Oh! Yes, yes. Very good costume, Ma’am. Sorry. Please go in.”

    Vedhika nodded, switching instantly back to her lighter, trained voice. “Thank you.”

    Inside the elevator, she let out a long, slow breath.

    First hurdle, done.

    The glass doors slid open with their usual soft swoosh, but everything felt different.

    Vedhika stepped into the office lobby, her rose-pink chiffon saree fluttering lightly at her heels, the gentle cling of the fabric reminding her with every movement: this isn’t a dream anymore.

    The air conditioning hit her skin—bare arms, collarbones, and especially her midriff—with a soft chill that made her instinctively draw the pallu tighter for a second, before reminding herself to let it fall freely. That was the look they had practiced: confident, effortless, a little glamorous.

    Each step she took echoed slightly more than usual. Maybe it was the heels, or maybe it was the quiet hush in the room. Heads turned.

    Some stared too long. Others just smiled and moved on.

    Around her, the office was clearly in costume mode—someone from HR walked past dressed as a Gothic vampire, two engineers wore matching minion overalls, and a guy in marketing had painted himself head-to-toe in green as the Hulk. There were fairy wings, witch hats, awkwardly ironic T-shirts and a random shark onesie.

    The moment she stepped onto her floor, all heads turned.

    People she barely knew offered compliments—“Wow, that saree’s stunning!” “Who’s that?” “Is she new?”

    And those who did know her… just stood frozen.

    “V—Ved?” someone asked, wide-eyed.

    She smiled. “Vedhika. Just for today.”

    “Holy shit.”

    Archana was waiting near the break area, phone already out to capture reactions. She gave an approving nod and whispered, “You’re killing it.”

    Archana stood near the break area in a dramatic purple velvet cape, a glittering tiara sitting proudly on her head. Her eyeliner was sharp enough to pierce egos. In one hand, she held a rhinestone-covered thermos with “Caffeine is Power” scrawled in gold.

    “What are you supposed to be?” someone had asked earlier.

    “Queen of deadlines and bad decisions,” she’d replied, without missing a beat.

    Shilpa was her usual efficient chaos—black slacks, a tailored blazer, and cat ears perched on her head. Her whip, made of braided HDMI cables, curled at her hip like she meant business. Her company badge read: SHE-EO.

    Shilpa was beaming. “No one’s going to believe this is you. Like… no one.”

    She nodded, smiled, and said a polite “Happy Halloween!” in a slightly higher voice than usual. It slipped out on instinct, thanks to the late-night voice training. She caught it and softened the next line into her usual tone—but the moment had already landed.

    Archana grinned and popped the tiara off her head, placing it gently onto Vedhika’s hair.
    “Every party girl needs a crown,” she said with a wink.

    Vedhika adjusted it slightly. The weight felt ridiculous. “Wearing it on my head might be a bit much…”

    Archana tilted her head. “Then toss it in your bag. Come on. At least pretend you’re committed to the bit.”

    Vedhika hesitated for a second, then took it and gently tucked it into her laptop bag.
    “Fine. But if anyone asks, I was technically wearing it.”

    “You’re learning,” Archana said, already scrolling through photos she’d just snapped.

    It was surreal.

    People called her Ma’am. Held the door open for her. Moved aside in the hallway. Complimented her earrings, her saree, her hair.

    And through it all, she kept her voice steady—soft, lilting, effortless. Every bit of training clicked into place.

    As she walked toward her seat, the saree moved around her body like breath—cool and sensual. It swished gently behind her. Her hips shifted more fluidly than she was used to. Every slight movement of the pallu brought a whisper of fabric across her stomach, her back, her side.

    Vedhika sat at her desk, the soft hum of the office enveloping her. The morning had been a whirlwind of compliments and double-takes. She was still adjusting to the sensation of the saree’s fabric against her skin and the gentle weight of the earrings swaying with every movement.

    Her phone buzzed, jolting her from her thoughts.

    Hemant (CEO): Please come to my office at 10 AM. Urgent.

    Her heart skipped a beat. She glanced at the clock—9:45 AM. Taking a deep breath, she stood, smoothed the pleats of her saree, and made her way to the elevator.

    As she approached Hemant’s office, his secretary looked up, momentarily puzzled, before recognition dawned.

    “Ved? Is that you?”

    Vedhika smiled softly. “Yes, it’s me. Vedhika, now.”

    The secretary chuckled. “You look amazing. Go right in; he’s expecting you.”

    She knocked lightly and entered.

    Hemant was reviewing some documents but looked up as the door closed. His eyes widened in surprise.

    “Ved?”

    She nodded, a slight blush creeping up her cheeks. “Happy Halloween, sir. It’s Vedhika for today”

    He chuckled, shaking his head in disbelief. “Incredible transformation. But I’m afraid we have a pressing issue that needs your immediate attention.” He gestured to the conference table, where several documents and diagrams were spread out.

    “We’ve secured a new client—a prominent local firm here in Bengaluru. They’re expanding rapidly but lack a dedicated software division. Currently, they have a small team handling various tasks, but it’s not sufficient for their growth.”

    Vedhika nodded, listening intently.

    “Their chief architect, Mr. Varun, is a remarkable individual. Despite not having a formal background in software engineering, he’s identified critical flaws in our proposed architecture. He pointed out that our design wouldn’t scale and fails to address several corner cases.” Hemant sighed, rubbing his temples. “Ved, you’re one of our brightest engineers. In just two years, you’ve led your team to develop some of our most successful software solutions. I need you to step up again.”

    He glanced at the clock. “Varun and his team are in the conference room, reviewing our proposals. I want you to join them, understand their concerns, and come up with a viable solution. This is a significant opportunity for us, and I believe you’re the right person for the job.”

    Vedhika straightened, the weight of responsibility settling on her shoulders. “I’ll do my best, sir.” Hemant smiled, a hint of relief in his eyes. “I know you will. And Vedhika—good luck.”

    She nodded, turned, and made her way to the conference room.

    Vedhika stood before the conference room door, her heart pounding beneath the delicate folds of her saree. The morning had been a whirlwind of compliments and double-takes, but now, a new challenge awaited.

    Taking a deep breath, she pushed the door open.

    Inside, a group of professionals huddled around a table strewn with documents and diagrams. At the head stood a man in his mid-thirties, exuding an air of authority and intellect. His sharp eyes met hers, a flicker of surprise crossing his features.

    “Good morning,” he began, extending a hand. “I’m Varun, the chief architect.”

    Vedhika accepted his handshake, her grip firm yet graceful. “Good morning, Mr. Varun. I’m Vedhika, here to discuss the architectural concerns you’ve raised.”

    Varun’s gaze lingered, curiosity evident. “I must say, I see everyone else in a costume, but you just look – dashing, or is there something I am missing?”

    A moment of panic seized her. She had forgotten about the her costume isn’t obvious amidst the pressing matters. Quickly, she reached into her laptop bag and retrieved the tiara.

    “Ah, yes,” she said with a light laugh, placing the tiara atop her head momentarily. “I decided to be a ‘party girl’ today.”

    Varun chuckled, the tension easing. “Well, you certainly bring a festive spirit. I am sorry our team did not rise up to the occasion. Shall we proceed?”

    For the next hour, they delved deep into the project’s intricacies. Varun’s insights were sharp, his understanding of potential pitfalls evident. Vedhika listened intently, her mind racing to formulate solutions.

    As the discussion progressed, she moved to the whiteboard, sketching out a revised architecture. Her hand flowed with confidence, each stroke reflecting her expertise.

    The room buzzed with renewed energy as ideas flowed freely. Hours passed unnoticed, the collaboration yielding a robust, scalable solution.

    As they wrapped up, Varun extended his hand once more. “Vedhika, your expertise has been invaluable. I look forward to our continued collaboration.”

    She smiled, a sense of accomplishment washing over her. “Thank you, Mr. Varun. It’s been a pleasure.”

    Leaving the conference room, Vedhika felt a surge of pride. Not only had she met the day’s challenges head-on, but she had also done so embracing her true self.

    The afternoon sun had barely shifted by the time Hemant’s message pinged her phone again.

    Hemant: Can you drop by my office? Few things left to close.

    Vedhika entered, back straight, heels soft against the floor. Hemant looked up with a tired smile. “You crushed it in there today. I really mean that. They were happy. Very impressed.”

    She exhaled, finally letting her shoulders drop a little. “That’s a relief.”

    He folded his hands on the desk. “But… there are still a few questions they had after reviewing what we discussed. Small things, but sensitive enough that they want to go over them before they sign.”

    “Okay,” she said slowly. “So… more meetings?”

    “They’re coming back tomorrow. One final round.”

    Vedhika blinked. “Tomorrow?”

    “I know,” Hemant said. “I just pulled you off your current project—Shilpa’s team will handle it from now on. You’ve done the heavy lifting. I just need you to close this clean.”

    She nodded, feeling her stomach tighten. Then Hemant tilted his head slightly.

    “I assume you told them this was just a costume, right?”

    She hesitated.

    A beat passed.

    “No,” she said, softly. “I didn’t mention it. I… I didn’t want to derail the conversation. I will resolve this tomorrow.”

    Hemant looked at her for a moment, then nodded. “Alright. Do what you think is best. And… thanks again, Vedhika.”

    She smiled faintly, but inside, her nerves were already churning.

    That evening, the girls insisted on dinner. All of them—including Vedhika—crowded around a long table at their favorite rooftop restaurant.

    “So,” Archana said, leaning forward with her drink, “tell us everything.”

    Vedhika blushed. “It was… intense. He’s incredibly sharp. He caught things even I missed at first.”

    “That’s hot,” Shilpa said flatly, and the table erupted in laughter.

    “Oh my god, do you have a crush on Varun?” someone asked.

    “No,” Vedhika said quickly, too quickly. “I just… admire how his mind works.”

    “That’s code,” another girl smirked, already pulling up LinkedIn. “Let’s find out if he’s single.”

    “I swear to god,” Vedhika laughed, hiding her face behind her glass.

    “You blushed when you said his name,” Archana accused.

    “I’m going home,” Vedhika joked.

    “No you’re not. Because we’ll miss you,” one of them said, suddenly earnest. “You’ve been so… alive this week. It’s like we got to know a different person. And we love her.”

    Vedhika bit her lip, unsure what to say. But then she smiled. “Well… there’s one more day.”

    They screamed.

    Shilpa literally screamed.

    “No way!”

    “Vedhika 2.0 incoming!”

    “I need to take so many pictures tomorrow.”

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  • Vedhika – Chapter 1

    Vedhika – Chapter 1

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    The Mirror Lies, Then Doesn’t

    Ved stood in front of the bathroom mirror, towel snug around his waist, hair dripping gently onto his shoulders. He twisted the cap off the conditioner bottle, breathing in the soft jasmine scent. His fingers worked through the wet strands like muscle memory.

    Of all the things changing in his life, this—his hair—was the only part that felt stable. He had always kept it long, even when friends joked or aunties gave unsolicited advice. He cared for it like a ritual: special shampoos, concocted oil mixes, never applying heat etc. A small rebellion in a world that expected software engineers to look a certain way.

    Now, it was the centerpiece of something much bigger.

    Something he hadn’t planned.

    His phone buzzed with messages:

    Archana: Salon appointment in the afternoon: eyebrows, upper lip, full face.

    Shilpa: 7 PM sharp. Saree rehearsal. Full walk. Don’t skip anything this time.

    He groaned and turned the screen face down. He knew he had to leave office early, a half-day leave. Before hitting salon, he had to also get a wedding gift for Archana.

    Ved, 23, had landed his dream job right out of college—software engineer at QualTek, one of the most prestigious tech firms in Bengaluru. The company was sleek, fast-moving, deeply embedded with major US clients. Late-night meetings, Slack messages at 2 a.m., and “let’s align timezone-wise” had become routine.

    So when the creative team floated the idea of celebrating Halloween “to build cultural synergy with our American partners,” no one blinked.

    Archana and Shilpa had taken it as a mission.

    “You,” Archana said one afternoon, pointing directly at Ved during lunch, “are going to be our party girl.”

    He had blinked mid-bite. “I’m sorry—what?”

    Shilpa leaned in. “With that body, and that hair? Ved, please. We’ll put you in a saree, heels, the whole nine yards. You’ll be the belle of the ball.”

    “Have you seen my beard?”

    “Have you heard of shaving?”

    “No.”

    “Come on. Just for Halloween. One day.”

    “That’s what I’m afraid of,” Ved muttered.

    Still, somehow, somehow, he’d agreed.

    That was five weeks ago.

    It had begun with waxing.

    He remembered that first night clearly. The pain was excruciating. He swore at the technician, at Shilpa, at life in general.

    But that night, when he slipped into bed and his freshly waxed legs slid past each other under the cool cotton sheets—he paused.

    It felt… different. Exquisite, even.

    Too smooth. Too sensitive.

    Too good.

    He lay there, still, disturbed by the flutter of warmth low in his belly.

    “It’s just skin,” he whispered to the ceiling. “Temporary.”

    But waxing became laser. The pain was too much, and Shilpa offered him a deal at her clinic. The switch was easy.

    “Who needs thick body hair anyway?” he’d said absently one afternoon, and Archana had raised an eyebrow.

    “Wow. Look who’s getting into it.”

    “No, I’m just saying—whatever. It’s… more hygienic.”

    The voice training came next. Evening sessions with Nishant, a soft-spoken theatre artist, who took the whole thing far too seriously.

    “Don’t go falsetto,” he’d say, watching Ved over Zoom. “Soften. Speak like the words are blooming out of you.”

    “You realize this is just a costume, right?” Ved had replied.

    “Costumes reveal more than they hide,” Nishant said, smiling gently.

    Soon, Ved’s “Good mornings” at the office were pitched just a little too high. Enough for him to notice. Enough for him to stop mid-sentence and clear his throat. The practice bled into his mornings, into his posture, into the way he tilted his head while listening.

    He started catching himself sitting cross-legged, one foot curled neatly behind the other. Walking with a swaying rhythm. Resting his hand on his waist while waiting for the kettle to boil.

    Each time, he reset.

    He wasn’t pretending. Not right now. He was just Ved.

    Right?

    Still, the mirror didn’t lie. His diet had stripped away some of the softness from his jaw. His cheeks were less round. His skin had cleared up.

    His body was shifting—even if his face remained untouched.

    Archana had insisted: no threading, no makeup, no shave until the day before. “We want the full ‘wow’ factor,” she’d said.

    So for now, he still had faint stubble. Still had bushy brows. Still looked like “Ved” from the neck up.

    But the rest of him—the smooth legs, the narrow waist, the slightly swayed hips from posture drills—looked increasingly unfamiliar.

    And tonight, he would wear the saree again. Not draped halfway like before. Not pinned hastily over a tee. The real thing. With blouse, jewelry, heels.

    His phone buzzed again.

    Shilpa: Don’t be late, Vedhika.

    He stared at the name. Still uncomfortable. Still strange.

    But every time they said it… it didn’t feel like a joke anymore.

    Vedhika.

    He exhaled.

    “Just one more day,” he whispered. “And then I go back to normal.”

    But the voice that said it?

    It sounded softer than he remembered.

    Wednesday. One day before Halloween.

    Ved sat in the padded salon chair, trying not to fidget. The technician dabbed numbing cream behind each of his earlobes, casually chatting about post-care instructions like it was nothing. He nodded mechanically, not quite hearing her.

    He had agreed to this.

    Real piercings.

    No clip-ons this time.

    Shilpa had suggested it weeks ago. “Clip-ons look fake, and they hurt after an hour,” she’d said. “Besides, you’ve already gone through full-body laser. This is nothing.”

    “Nothing,” Ved had repeated, half in disbelief. “It’s… permanent.”

    “So are memories,” Archana had said.

    Now here he was, sitting under bright lights with two tiny silver studs pressed into his skin. The technician clicked them in with barely a pinch.

    “There,” she smiled. “Done.”

    He reached up to touch them, slowly. They were light. Real.

    And now, a part of him.

    The laser treatment for his face followed. Compared to his first waxing session five weeks ago, it was practically a relief. The stinging pulses were focused, sharp, but tolerable—especially with the thought that he’d never have to drag a razor across his face again if he didn’t want to.

    “It’s not permanent. Takes six to twelve sessions,” he reminded himself.

    But part of him knew the decision had already rooted itself deeper than the follicles.

    Next came the eyebrows.

    They didn’t thread—Archana insisted on waxing for a cleaner, longer-lasting finish. And Ved, feeling the softness already taking over his face, didn’t argue. Quick motions, warm strips, a little sting. In minutes, his thick brows were transformed into graceful arches.

    Last came the hair.

    The stylist brushed through his long, dark strands, layering them delicately and setting them into soft, voluminous waves. The finished look was feminine, movie-star soft, and fell over his shoulders like liquid silk.

    “You should’ve been born as a girl,” the stylist said, admiring her own work. “It’s almost unfair.”

    Ved stayed quiet. Because when the chair turned, and he saw himself—no stubble, sharply shaped brows, freshly pierced ears and a perfect, bouncy hairstyle—he didn’t recognize the face at all.

    There was no Ved in that reflection.

    Only her.

    Vedhika.

    Shilpa’s flat smelled faintly of jasmine hair oil and foundation powder when he arrived, the door already open.

    Archana beamed. “Final fitting. Ready?”

    He nodded. Slowly.

    The prosthetics came first—smooth silicone padding for chest and hips, secured beneath bra and panties, both in a pale blush pink. The feel of it all—the stretch of the bra strap, the subtle pressure of the chest against the blouse fabric—was beyond what he had imagined.

    Then came the outfit.

    A soft baby pink saree, sheer and delicate, embroidered with floral magenta appliqués and bordered with an ornate midnight blue and gold trim. It shimmered under the room light, catching hints of lilac and rose.

    The blouse was the same midnight blue, sleeveless, with a deep cut in the back and thin ties that Shilpa carefully knotted behind him.

    Archana adjusted the pallu, letting it drape gracefully over his shoulder.

    Shilpa handed him a pair of bangles—blue glass, stacked carefully on both wrists—and a pair of large silver dangling earrings.

    He paused, touching his newly pierced lobes.

    “Do they hurt?” she asked.

    He shook his head. “No. Just… there.”

    She smiled and slipped them through.

    “Perfect.”

    Ved turned toward the mirror.

    And froze.

    The woman staring back had luminous skin, soft cheeks, perfectly arched brows, cascading hair that brushed over bare shoulders—and eyes that still held a flicker of panic.

    But there was no denying it.

    She was beautiful.

    The saree hugged her hips just right. The blouse lifted her posture. The bangles caught the light. The earrings swayed with every subtle movement of her head.

    He stepped closer, studying himself—herself.

    “This face… finally matches,” he thought.

    Archana whispered behind him, “Say it.”

    He hesitated.

    “Say it,” Shilpa echoed, nudging him.

    “…Vedhika.”

    The name left his lips softly, like breath.

    Not forced.

    Not awkward.

    Just real.

    He turned slightly, resting one hand against the wall, the saree catching the motion and flowing behind him. The mirror showed the full image now—just like the photos they’d used for inspiration.

    And for the first time, the reflection didn’t feel like a costume.

    It felt like a reveal

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